have you ever tried celebrating CNY with sausage-like lips? well, i had.

i'm starting to get addicted to my cousin's gameboy advance's harvest moon. super lame game, but i like. hahahaha

fuck man i feel like ending this life of mine.

everyone is giving me this kind of nonsense. i want to study also cannot. i use com also you nag me. i go out also nag. spend money also nag. slp also nag. see this kind of fucked up things everyday.

SO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO.

i have this feeling that i'm going to get into trouble soon

i hate tp. even torchlight also wanna cheat me. =(

had dinner at this coffee shop zhi cha ytd night. after we ordered the tissue prata from this prata shop, they delivered it again after we finished. the indian holding the prata looked confused as my uncle said 'NONO' in just a firm voice. after that, my cousin who is 7 this year asked my dad in chinese: why did the prata man go back looking like that."
dad: because ah bu nei nei want to catch you.
i realised from this that the youths of singapore are being brought up with FULL exposure to racism. haha.
During dinner, i recalled back then about a yr ago i was with my aunt and 2 cousins.
jus as we were under our block, this indian worker carried pass a bag of rubbish and walked past us. my 6 YO cousin at that time POINTED to him and said: AHA. ni mei you du shu shou yi yao zi yang na la xi." english translation: AHA. you did not study thats why you have to pick rubbish.
yeah. thats coming from my 6 YO cousin. imagine he's alrdy this racist. even thought my aunty scolded him, we couldn't help but laugh as the situation was really funny. therefore think again, is singapore really preaching racial harmony everywhere?

qing tian

That day when I skipped class for you
That day when flowers fall
How come I couldn’t see
The disappearing rainy sky?
I really wish to be drenched again
Never thought that I’ll still keep the courage I lost
Really wish to ask again
Will you wait or leave?

The day of the typhoon
I tried to hold onto your hand
But yet the rain gradually fell
To the point that I couldn’t see you
How much longer
Before I can be by your side?
Waiting for the day when it clears
Maybe I will be a bit better

In the past, in the past
There was someone who loved you for a long time
But yet the wind gradually
Blows the distance far apart
It’s not so easy
To once again be able to love for another day
But at the story’s end
It seems you still said byebye

i guess one derives satisfaction from pawning others in monopoly.
4 wins in 5 games. OWNAGE. hahahahaha

a ripoff from one of victor's older blog posts

"coz obviously, she's outta my league. but how can i win when she keeps draggin me in and i know i'll never be good enough for her..."

well.. makes sense..

my feelings now is like i'm in the world cup finals now. it's the final 90th minute and the score is 1-0. i'm losing. however, a mistake in defense causes me to gain possession of the ball. i dribble past the keeper with a stroke of luck and it's clear. an open goal. and as i ferociously ram it towards the OPEN goal. it ricochets of the bar. yeah. and i lose the world cup.

FUCK

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FUCK HIM. KNNBCCB